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Mon Feb 11, 2019, 03:39 PM

Cheating liberal female: "I cheated on my boyfriend with my rapist...to regain my power"

"By seducing my assaulter, I was reclaiming the control I’d lost over my body and identity."

https://www.marieclaire.com/sex-love/a15957811/cheated-with-my-rapist/

I didn’t think twice about the invitation to join one friend’s family for dinner beforehand, even though it meant seeing her brother—the one with whom I shared a disturbing history. My denial was so strong, so effective, that I could sit a few feet away from him like it was no big deal, laughing, chatting, eating lasagna.

After dinner, it became clear that the brother would be joining us at the bar and, strangely, I started to escalate my small talk to flirtation. It was like shifting into an autopilot mode I didn’t know existed. Without a clear thought or strategy, I drank enough to soften my focus and banish my inhibitions, but not so much that I lost control. I knew where I was and how to get to safety. I could pinpoint my friends on the dance floor—the better to dodge them as I moved closer and closer to my assailant. Eventually I suggested we go back to his apartment.

Oddly, being back in bed with him didn’t scare me. We rolled around and made out in the bottom half of a bunk bed. It was all very PG-13; the way I might have behaved with a high school crush. He didn’t push for more and I didn’t offer. I woke to find three friends rousing on his grungy couch and shooting me confused looks—they were friendly with my pretty serious boyfriend.

I knew I should be ashamed and, frankly, worried that my boyfriend—who I’d been with for a year and would go on to date for another three—would find out. But I was neither. Instead, I felt like I’d scratched a hard-to-reach itch. Cheating wasn’t something I took lightly, but whatever deep-seated need I’d satisfied that night was more important than fidelity. An obscure yet palpable sense of relief drove away any hint of guilt before it could take hold.


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Reply Cheating liberal female: "I cheated on my boyfriend with my rapist...to regain my power" (Original post)
safestuffer Feb 11 OP
SatansSon666 Feb 11 #1
Currentsitguy Feb 11 #2
SatansSon666 Feb 11 #3
WhiskeyMakesMeHappy Feb 11 #4
safestuffer Feb 11 #5
Thorson Feb 11 #6
Greenbeanbob Feb 12 #7

Response to safestuffer (Original post)

Mon Feb 11, 2019, 03:50 PM

1. I read that earlier.

Whatever floats your boat lady.

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Response to SatansSon666 (Reply #1)

Mon Feb 11, 2019, 04:07 PM

2. That's pretty f-ing warped if you ask me.

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Response to Currentsitguy (Reply #2)

Mon Feb 11, 2019, 04:12 PM

3. Makes no fucking sense to me either.

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Response to safestuffer (Original post)

Mon Feb 11, 2019, 05:18 PM

4. The woman is crazy. I hope her boyfriend gets very far away from her.

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Response to WhiskeyMakesMeHappy (Reply #4)

Mon Feb 11, 2019, 05:36 PM

5. Its interesting that Marie Claire would print something that so clearly empowers rapists

The logic behind this "tactic" is lacking, to say the least.

What exactly did that rapist learn? That women like being raped and want more.

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Response to safestuffer (Original post)

Mon Feb 11, 2019, 09:45 PM

6. I read one like this written by a cuck explaining how he's secure enough to let his wife

go out and have sex with other men and come home and tell him all about it.
Secure? He's so desperately insecure that the only way he can keep his wife is to let her make a total fool of him.

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Response to safestuffer (Original post)

Tue Feb 12, 2019, 06:32 PM

7. Nothing new

Just a slut being a slut.

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